Apr 2, 2008

terrible day for me!!!!!

damn!! wud the XXXX...HAIZ...

midnight... got a bit quarrel with him...coz he don wan company me~..k la...my false.

morning...yesterday he say will go school..i though he will find me or may be bring me bak..but...no..

afternoon....been complain by my boss...at tuition centre... i teaching...but..got a parent call to my boss thier complain that y i ask their children go my house to have a extra class??

damn! i got say that ...that is not forcing...i just ask who wan ...then can go..then ...my boss though i wan to "tarik" her tuition cente student...wud the.. oh men...my extra tuition is at night...n then afternoon i working at her tuition centre...how i "tarik"?

u knw...i wanna to cry...coz..when she talk to me...all the wordz like nail..
but i really not wan to tarik the student ma~~ i just wan to earn more money n help them in thier weak subject....><

n then..after work..i tell my mom..about that. my mom ask me to resign..coz..if i continue oso meaningless...they think i am doing bad thing...then wud for to continue.n they oso haven give me salary for this month!! then i try to call d.n.c.h, he din answer...THAT IS THE TIME I NEED HIM...

actually my tears is going to come out..n i wan to resign the job...but...i don wan someone think tat i oso do everything or job half way~~ man!! then i pull back my tears, i continue the job... just becoz wan to prove that i got do wud he wish!!!

now..10.35pm..i got online..but he din msn me...k fine. i wait n wait..until i call him..i ask him..issit so busy? then he say he is playing game! STUPID GAME!!!

actually i wan to share with him about this afternoon..but?? my stlye is..when i am in stress..i sure will confuse n won directly say out my problem!! be he is not patient... coz i keep say n ask..y when i need him...he is not there...

something like blame him..but true ma!!! then he say few rude word..n say...if i don wan to say,,then fine..he oso not interest!!!

k..then i din disturb him anymore,,.