helor...

hmm...long time din come here. haha...

don worry i am fine.

now a day study, exam, and working....hmm....not really tired lar...coz it is my life. i have to face it.

last week, is his graduate...hmm...happy to see that he finish his diploma lor. now he is study at curtin for continue his degree....got bless him.

now...i got few dayz din see him. coz he go kl and singapore with his friendz lor. hmm....quiet worry him. nvm lar. he can take care himself .

boring ler

hmm...darling go thai for trip...hai yo...stii got four days ner...i am so boring ler...plus now is holiday..duh....not watch tv..then slep..haha....meaningless life...MIRI TOO SMALL LA.

你

你

在我心中，是那么完美，
是那么可靠，
是那么英俊，
是那么需要，
是那么重要。。。

橙色， 是你最爱的颜色。
猫咪， 是你最爱的宠物。
篮球， 是你最爱的运动。
电脑游戏，
交友， 是你最爱的活动。
家人，
朋友， 是你最爱的伙伴。
自信，
温柔体贴，
多才多艺，
能歌善舞，
小鸟依人，是你渴望的对象。
唠叨，
啰嗦，
万事交待，
烦人， 是你讨厌的动词。
顶嘴，
嚣张，
粗心， 是你讨厌的行为。

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这就是这世上唯一的，特别的“你”。

哭

哭。。
好久没哭了，

这一次，是为啥掉泪？

是为四川灾民？
是为思念情人/亲人？
是为学业/工作压力？
是为身体的不适？

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为了不让别人知道，
就利用了洗澡声盖过哭声，
刺痛的心，
越苦越让我控制不了。
哭着哭着，
分不清哪个是累，哪个是水。

冲完热水澡，
又躲回窝里，
静静的反省，
我怎么了。。。

慢慢的，悄悄的，
我也睡着了。
希望，
明天会是新的一天。

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my latest news

hmm...long time din leave blog at here...so...wud i busy?? hmm...exam just over, performance for church over, and family day oso pass and i think no more...haha....

actually my line oso got problem...so...seldom on line lor...

oh ya....about my exam...i sit for four subject..but...i fail one lo..that is business sta. hmm....coz full of calculation...oh my god...my weaknsses.

hmm..i think no more special la..hehe...

conclusion...i am fine and i am happy. thanks for caring ya...muaks

terrible day for me!!!!!

damn!! wud the XXXX...HAIZ...

midnight... got a bit quarrel with him...coz he don wan company me~..k la...my false.

morning...yesterday he say will go school..i though he will find me or may be bring me bak..but...no..

afternoon....been complain by my boss...at tuition centre... i teaching...but..got a parent call to my boss thier complain that y i ask their children go my house to have a extra class??

damn! i got say that ...that is not forcing...i just ask who wan ...then can go..then ...my boss though i wan to "tarik" her tuition cente student...wud the.. oh men...my extra tuition is at night...n then afternoon i working at her tuition centre...how i "tarik"?

u knw...i wanna to cry...coz..when she talk to me...all the wordz like nail..
but i really not wan to tarik the student ma~~ i just wan to earn more money n help them in thier weak subject....><

n then..after work..i tell my mom..about that. my mom ask me to resign..coz..if i continue oso meaningless...they think i am doing bad thing...then wud for to continue.n they oso haven give me salary for this month!! then i try to call d.n.c.h, he din answer...THAT IS THE TIME I NEED HIM...

actually my tears is going to come out..n i wan to resign the job...but...i don wan someone think tat i oso do everything or job half way~~ man!! then i pull back my tears, i continue the job... just becoz wan to prove that i got do wud he wish!!!

now..10.35pm..i got online..but he din msn me...k fine. i wait n wait..until i call him..i ask him..issit so busy? then he say he is playing game! STUPID GAME!!!

actually i wan to share with him about this afternoon..but?? my stlye is..when i am in stress..i sure will confuse n won directly say out my problem!! be he is not patient... coz i keep say n ask..y when i need him...he is not there...

something like blame him..but true ma!!! then he say few rude word..n say...if i don wan to say,,then fine..he oso not interest!!!

k..then i din disturb him anymore,,.