wud i can say?

ok..finally he come back..but how i knw? i saw his friend online...then i wait lo..see whether he will contact me or not? then he din...

until 8.15pm i call him...i ask him where is he..he say at home..i ask him y din contact me...he say busy for clean his car..zz...then i say when he reach cant contact me merh...he say HP NO CREDIT!!! (actually he can use msn, his mom hp to call or msg me ma....)

when i ask he...i knw he got a bit angry..then i say ok la..then i put down the call...

now..i cant control my tearz..

few minue later..he online~zz he sent: ya? then i ask lo...why when he go brunei won sent a msg or call me? why only when he din come back then just knw contact me? why he din contact me when he reach here?

why i wan he contact is..ya! honesty i love him...and other reason is...i WORRY ABOUT HIM!!!!! y he cant understand?

i really few that i am super hyper idiot..stupid @.@

friend i am ok! don worry. i will let everything gone!